I’m sorry for causing a scene.
I’m sorry for all the times I cried
When it was on the shoulders of your friends
When it was into my pillow because I thought I’d lost you
When it was into my pillow when I finally lost you.
I’m sorry for being angry.
I’m sorry for all the times I yelled
When I thought you wouldn’t read my work
When I got grumpy for no damn reason
When I had nothing left to lose.
I’m sorry for ending it like this.
I’m sorry for lying when I have to
When I said I’d still be there for you
When I forgot for a second how much it hurt me
When I said that it was all okay.
I’m sorry for not being enough.
I’m sorry for trying because I was in love
When I tried to be everything you wanted
When I tried to be the best you’d ever had
When I still couldn’t hold onto you.
I’m sorry for not being something you’ll miss.
I’m sorry for having to go on now
When I realised you had no hope for us
When I realised you wouldn’t fight for us
When I realised I’d never be able to save us.